“Dirty Letters” are short experimental poems with a documentary background. It links very deep personal intimacy with “sex language”, which is generally unacceptable in public settings. Conceived as a hybrid performance, ” Dirty Letters” combines reading, theatrical performance, and music.
At its heart is the “Pink Lady” – a fictional character reminiscent of a drag queen, portrayed by me. The “Pink Lady” exerts a powerful fascination; she transcends boundaries and conveys a sense of freedom and lightness.
Pink Lady in a self-made costume created from various pink trash materials: an old bodysuit, plastic gloves, an IKEA watering can on my head, and an XXL dildo in a handbag made from a plastic bottle.
The basic idea for “Dirty Letters” stems from a true story, as I was kindly asked to practice “dirty talk” via text message in an intimate relationship. It challenged me — I was deeply ashamed, and lacked the words to express myself. So I began to research, expand my vocabulary, and acquire this form of communication.
At first, I felt intense embarrassment and resistance, but as I realized how liberating it was and how it dissolved my old inhibitions, I decided to develop “Dirty Letters” into a literary music performance.
Text example:
Hey, what’s up on your coast? I have to reveal, I got very turned on thinking about you lately … about your hot body – your sturdy muscles, broad shoulders, your neck and fucking sexy butt commanded by two strong legs …and of course, I thought about … your lovely dick growing and getting hard…mmm …
I would love to wrap my lips against the head of your cock and suck it passionately granting you with great pleasure and allowing you to cum into my mouth…
I love to have your head in my arms, and I love you sucking my nipples, playing with them, licking them, and biting them softly.
I love you checking the wetness of my pussy and pounding it tenderly and then hard – at first with your fingers, then attacking it with your mouth, kissing it with your lips gently and digging deeper with your tongue, like you would be searching for gold, for diamonds, for treasure…and I’m the earth, the soil, the volcanic mountains an the see…Dive into me deeper and deeper.
I’m your treasure.
I’m your diamond.
I´m your gold.
I’m your love. Fully yours, at least for this moment if not forever.
I love you. To hear me. Moaning and groaning for pleasure.
I love us. Becoming more and more. Horny and excited together.
Hey baby, I want you to watch me masturbate, legs spread wide, pussy fully open.
It turns me on so much knowing you’re there watching… and could you please send me a video? I want to see your cock get hard and grow, not just for 10 seconds, but for two minutes, no hours or more…
I wanna see your dick
I wanna see your dick
I wanna see your dick
I wanna see your dick now
Your dick grows hard and strong when you think of me
My pussy runs wet, and my brain stops working when I think of you
I just feel this deep longing to have you inside of me
Fuck me !
I want you to fuck me
I want you to fuck me very hard
Thousand times and more…
As I grew up in a rather conventional environment and never learned to speak or write about my most intimate feelings and my sexuality—let alone take them seriously or pay attention to them.
Through “Dirty Letters,” I am learning to explore and embrace my sexuality without judgment. It is, first and foremost, a process of healing and liberation. Furthermore, through my own liberation, I wish to inspire and encourage other women (including myself): to strengthen their sexual self-esteem, motivate them to explore their sexuality, and empower them to shape their sexual lives on their own terms
I am delighted that “Dirty Letters” has been selected for the FLINTA Literature and Culture Festival 2027 :-)))
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Pink Lady at CSD Pride 2025— celebrating diversity and freedom of sexuality.